Love song

I sat down in the shining  light of sun,

Determined to pour my feelings into words,

As the time passed I couldn’t write a word,

Coz there was no feeling to write after all 

I tried and tried and tried and tried,

After trying for the hundredth time one word was that came to my mind over and over,

Love is what you should write, that’s what my soul screamed for me,

And I wrote what was there after all a love song for you and me.

sensation

Through blue summer evenings, I would go down the paths,
Pricked by the corn, crushing the short grass:
Dreamer, I feel its coolness on my feet.
I let the wind bathe my bare head.

I will not speak, I do not think about nothing:
But endless love will mount in my soul,
And I'll go far, far away, like a gipsy
By nature, happy as a woman.

HEARTLESS

                

I see a fire and I look around myself,

The people seem to be immune to what is going around them,

They all go their own ways,

Not bothering to wait for a second and think about what is going on,

To them their business is far more important than the poor people of the world,

Has the world become that heartless as not to care at all?

Where has the spirited youth gone?

Where is the youth that use to make nations,

Where is that Muslim brother that would hurt if its other Muslim brother was hurt?

When are they going to realize that the end is very near?

I am afraid to close my eyes

As I fear that I won’t be given another chance to ask for forgiveness

And to help the world be a better place

The people I look upto are gone from this world,

The only people left are heartless and cold hearts.

The River

The sky is crying and so am i,
No matter how hard i try to hold back the tears,
They flow like a wild river,
I want to seek relief from the tears i spill,
As the sky clears to let the sun shine,
I wish my heart would clear out too from the hurt thats inside,
I see the sun and feel its warmth on my skin,
I see the despair vanishing under the light,
And then i let go of every little thing that caused pain to me............

i have no idea why but my heart is breaking right now!!!
what is this turmoil,i do not know,
i try my best to be okay with everything thats going on
but every now and again my heart betrays me
i wanna shed a thousand tears right now,
but if you ask me why i have no answer to that.
my  eyes and my tears are betraying me right now!!
but for the people am shedding these tears doesn't even know i exists
don't they realize it a bit
of whats going on with me
cant they just simply ask why? whats wrong?
my life is laughing at me,
its playing games with me,
and i dont know what i did to deserve this,
people say am a good girl,
but every other day i break someone else's heart and it kills me,
am still crying i dont know why,
because my life is a joke,
everything within it painfully painfully disgusting.

Broken heart

Today my heart is torn into pieces, 

As the sky spills its tears on the earth,

So will my heart melt from the sorrows within,

Is hwat i feel for you not enough?

The fear i felt isnt there any longer,

But the pain is excruciating,

Did you care to ask why?

Here i sit pouring my feelings into words, 

To relief myself from the pain, 

Thats getting more and more...

Despair lolxx ( dnt know what to call this poem)

What will happen no one knows,
But still there is always hope,
Tired of trying want to give up,
On all our dreams for once and all,
It doesn't make sense but who does,
It is a cold world  where there isn't any love,
The one that is, ain't in our grasp,
Am tired of writing what i feel,
Because no one would care how it is .